I should be doing something else, something productive, something that requires brain power. Unfortunately, the truth is, I just can't. My mind is stunted. It has been for two weeks. I've had procrastination bouts in the past, where motivation is lacking and distractions are prevalent.  But what I am going through now? This is a foreign experience. One that I rock back and forth between accepting and fighting on a daily basis.

Tonight, as I have a pile of note cards, my binder, and other miscellaneous school supplies strewn across my bed, I have entered acceptance. This is my fate.