It's that time of the year again...

I am thankful for...

Every breath I take, every morning I wake
God

The parents that have shaped me to be who I am and love me unconditionally

An older, beautiful sister that I idolized growing up
The cooler older brother that will always make me feel 10
A baby brother that is my polar opposite one moment and twin the next.
Nieces and nephews that I cannot imagine my life without

Friends that take me as I am and come back for more

Classmates, who motivate me and put up with me all at once

Phone calls from people who hate talking on the phone

Moving forward

Honesty

The person in line who sees that I have two items to their forty and says "go ahead"
Texts that remind me everything is going to be okay
Sunshine
A great pair of jeans
Hot chocolate with whipped cream
Being someone's favorite
Pumpkin scented anything
Wine
Good beer
Long hot baths
My favorite tee shirt
Freedom
Mom's home cooked meals
Getting out of class early
Naps
Fudge caramel brownies
Fleece sweats
Flowers
Cookbooks
Laughter
Love
You

I worry. I sob. I laugh as if it were my last laugh on earth. I hold on to your every word. I'm paranoid and will over analyze those words.  I can't help it if I'm manic when it comes to you. I am constantly giving it my all. Always.  I recognize the fear. I've been there too. No, I take that back. I'm there too. 

I am sorry for putting you on a boat that you don't belong on.

I'm blogging in my head. Which is great, but my head doesn't dump its contents onto my actual blog.

I'm a crazy girl, I just need to accept that.   :)

Damn, I know the funniest people.

Remind me to take that step back more often.